Oh my god

Date: 2020-01-12 12:46 am (UTC)
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[ That sure was a Dazai.

Here Rean was, sitting on his bed, allowing himself to sit in a pile of sad and angry emotions until the other did his thing.

He received a look that was a combination of sadness, weariness, and exasperation. ]


...What do you think you're doing, Dazai? I hope you haven't been going around doing this to the others.

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[ That sure was a sound, especially after he had returned back to his room.

Rean headed to his door, footsteps as silent as the wind, and despite the way Rean presented himself...he couldn't help but be cautious. As well as on guard. ]


Who's there?

[ Dazai has encountered one rare distrusting Rean Schwarzer in the wild. Though that could be fixed easily. ]

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Date: 2020-01-21 01:42 am (UTC)
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[ Rean's definitely going to be in the opera house kitchen, just to make things easier, so he'll at least find him pretty quickly. ]

Yeah, I do.

[ ...He'll blink and then smile. ]

Did you want me to make a dish with that for you?

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[ Bless your heart, Dazai.

Rean will come to the door, opening it, and looking extremely tired. ]


Hey, Dazai...

[ He'll try to weakly smile but then step to the side to let him in. ]

I saw you brought some drinks. You were looking to share?

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Date: 2020-01-30 04:41 am (UTC)
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[ There was A Lot to think about, really. ]

I was thinking about some hotpot since it's been awhile...

[ And he's in the mood for something hearty because Rean did a shitton of running around Tuesday and Wednesday. A s h i t t o n. ]

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[ He's looking up at the endless skies above and if the winds tussle his hair a little, it's only just natural in this perpetual night air. ]

Not really. I guess my eyes were on the stars despite being surrounded by so many plants.

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[ Rean's wide awake.

A soft flush was on his cheeks as he answered the door. Yeah, he was a little buzzed but he had sobered up some. ]


...Dazai? Did something happen?

[ He stepped aside to let the other come more into his room. ]

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[ Rean was actually pretty furious at the two doing such a switcheroo like that. How could he not be?

So he followed back the other to the room, quiet. Saying nothing as he was wont to do when he was angry. It was just kind of mounting, but then stopped because Dazai had tears in his eyes. ]


Yes, I do.

[ He sounded upset and like he wasn't in the mood for any arguments, as he began to take off one of his gloves. ]

...Can you look at me?
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[ REAN'S...in his usual wear. There's hardly a time when he wasn't. ]

Mm. Maybe when you've matured and you're older.

[ He'll accompany him to the arcade just fine, before looking around. ]

...I don't think I've even ever played in a place like this before. So I'll be relying on you to show me the ropes, alright?

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[ Rean could tell the other wasn't in the mood to fake it, judging by the demeanor the other one has shown throughout the evening as they headed to bed.

Rean had already taken off his jacket and his boots, sitting on the bed. ]


...No, I didn't. Can you tell me?

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Man fears death and yet,

at the same time, man is drawn to death. Death is endlessly consumed by men in cities and in literature. It is a singular event in one's life that none may reverse. That is what I desire.