...I know. I think deep down I know for everyone that could be true. But, at the same time, I can't afford to really worry about that, if I did, then...that just means that's all I ever really amounted to in the end.
[ The same thing would apply if he died. ]
I'll face it if or when the time comes. But, for now? I'm happy working together, by your side. So, I'll ask for you to continue bearing with me in the meanwhile.
[ Then again, by Dazai's profession, he seemed to be a capable person; if they ran into trouble he could fight back. So maybe it wouldn't be a bad idea to have him come with. ]
at the same time, man is drawn to death. Death is endlessly consumed by men in cities and in literature. It is a singular event in one's life that none may reverse. That is what I desire.
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Date: 2020-01-16 06:17 pm (UTC)...I know. I think deep down I know for everyone that could be true. But, at the same time, I can't afford to really worry about that, if I did, then...that just means that's all I ever really amounted to in the end.
[ The same thing would apply if he died. ]
I'll face it if or when the time comes. But, for now? I'm happy working together, by your side. So, I'll ask for you to continue bearing with me in the meanwhile.
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Date: 2020-01-16 07:07 pm (UTC)That's not a bad way to think.
[ Too bad Dazai can't think that way, but at least it appears like it doesn't bother him in the slightest. ]
What if I'm in here after something instead?
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Date: 2020-01-16 07:21 pm (UTC)Are you? And if you are, what would it be?
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Date: 2020-01-16 07:55 pm (UTC)[ There's a wink, or maybe it's a blink because he only has one eye visible. He pauses for a moment, to let it sink in before continuing... ]
Just kidding.
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Date: 2020-01-17 12:07 am (UTC)...I wonder if I should be surprised you're messing around like that or not.
[ He looked embarrassed for a moment there, and he gave the other a nonplussed expression right after, even following the heat leaving his cheeks. ]
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Date: 2020-01-17 01:06 am (UTC)It just makes him want to tease him some more. ]
Were you hoping otherwise?
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Date: 2020-01-17 01:40 am (UTC)...This was why Rean was easy to tease. ]
...Dazai?
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Date: 2020-01-17 01:49 am (UTC)Hmm?
[ Is he trying to hide his expression now? ]
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Date: 2020-01-17 02:00 am (UTC)B e h a v e.
[ Also yes, it was a very convenient way to hide that he was embarrassed again. ]
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Date: 2020-01-17 02:07 am (UTC)Everyone keeps telling me that.
[ Lifting his hand to poke the finger back. ]
Maybe I won't share why I'm here then.
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Date: 2020-01-17 02:35 am (UTC)I imagine for a good reason.
[ Pause. ]
...Wait, can you though?
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Date: 2020-01-17 02:54 am (UTC)That's not the question I was asking and you know it.
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Date: 2020-01-17 03:01 am (UTC)I'm making sure you don't go on patrol tonight. [ And then there's the fox faced expression again a moment later. ]
And I wanted to get back at Ango.
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Date: 2020-01-17 03:08 am (UTC)[ Giving him a look that's rather serious. ]
And get back at him for what?
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Date: 2020-01-17 03:18 am (UTC)Don't worry about it. I made sure he's not alone at least.
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Date: 2020-01-17 03:26 am (UTC)If I do a quick patrol, it'll ease my mind. I'll be back before 10. I promise.
I didn't do a late one the week Kyousuke had taken action, so I have to make up for it. Maybe I'll see something - or stop someone.
[ Rean Had to do this. ]
...That's good, and I guess I'll have to settle for being satisfied with that.
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Date: 2020-01-17 03:44 am (UTC)You'll be without an alibi or someone watching your back.
[ It's dumb. Rean don't be dumb. ]
What if I give you a very good reason to stay?
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Date: 2020-01-17 03:48 am (UTC)He's anxious and worried and didn't want anyone else to die!! ]
...What would that reason be?
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Date: 2020-01-17 04:00 am (UTC)I'll follow you.
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Date: 2020-01-17 04:13 am (UTC)You changed your mind, then?
[ Then again, by Dazai's profession, he seemed to be a capable person; if they ran into trouble he could fight back. So maybe it wouldn't be a bad idea to have him come with. ]
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Date: 2020-01-17 04:25 am (UTC)[ Lifting up his hand. There's bandages on his fingers. ]
I don't know if you'd fall for a distraction, either.
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Date: 2020-01-17 06:36 pm (UTC)[ Said immediately upon seeing the bandages. ]
...And no, I wouldn't. Not right now.
[ Time to head to the door. ]
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Date: 2020-01-17 06:50 pm (UTC)[ He'll hop off the bed and follow after him. ]
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Date: 2020-01-18 03:11 am (UTC)You should be more careful.
[ And now opening the door! ]
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