[ It's all he knows how to do really. He could work on charming him or trying to get his way, but it would all be for naught anyways. And Rean deserved better. ]
If we both make it out, he would leave me in the end anyways.
[ For a moment though... he did have a smidgen of hope. It was pretty foolish of him. ]
Assuming we can go back to our respective worlds, he could make that choice, yes. Though if we're stuck in this one permanently, that could change things.
[He's not saying it to give Dazai false hope. He's saying it to be pragmatic.]
But carrying on does sound like the wisest choice. Still, you have my condolences. And, ah, a 'shoulder to cry on', if you need it.
at the same time, man is drawn to death. Death is endlessly consumed by men in cities and in literature. It is a singular event in one's life that none may reverse. That is what I desire.
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Date: 2020-01-29 12:00 am (UTC)[ It's all he knows how to do really. He could work on charming him or trying to get his way, but it would all be for naught anyways. And Rean deserved better. ]
If we both make it out, he would leave me in the end anyways.
[ For a moment though... he did have a smidgen of hope. It was pretty foolish of him. ]
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Date: 2020-01-29 02:24 am (UTC)[He's not saying it to give Dazai false hope. He's saying it to be pragmatic.]
But carrying on does sound like the wisest choice. Still, you have my condolences. And, ah, a 'shoulder to cry on', if you need it.
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Date: 2020-01-30 02:20 am (UTC)Even if we're stuck here, it wouldn't work out.
[ For a lot of reasons which are basically Dazai is Dazai. ]
What about you? Want to cry on my shoulder about anyone?
[ Let's just turn the conversation on to Ango ]