I'll take care of that if it becomes a reality here.
[Are Dazai's wounds cleaned up and ready to be bandaged? Good. Because Ango is going to quietly set down the bandages, scoop up his own things, and move to leave the bathroom.]
[ He's not going to just let him go quietly. Reaching to try to grab his arm. Is he successful for once or will he slip out of his hands like Oda does in the future ]
[For once, Dazai actually manages to grab onto someone before it's too late. And lucky for him, it's the one person who's devoted enough to him to not yank his arm away.
That doesn't make him any more willing to actually look at Dazai, though. And he's not going to give an answer either.]
I'm not going to tell you. You'll find out when you live it for yourself.
[ That's all he should expect for the moment even if it also feels a little lonely. Turning away to go back to his bandages. Time to wrap himself back up, with his back towards Ango. He can probably see more scars if he looks. ]
at the same time, man is drawn to death. Death is endlessly consumed by men in cities and in literature. It is a singular event in one's life that none may reverse. That is what I desire.
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Date: 2020-01-16 04:46 am (UTC)[Okay, it's only PART of the reason. But it's not the only one.]
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Date: 2020-01-16 04:57 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2020-01-16 05:02 am (UTC)[Are Dazai's wounds cleaned up and ready to be bandaged? Good. Because Ango is going to quietly set down the bandages, scoop up his own things, and move to leave the bathroom.]
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Date: 2020-01-16 05:06 am (UTC)[ He's not going to just let him go quietly. Reaching to try to grab his arm. Is he successful for once or will he slip out of his hands like Oda does in the future ]
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Date: 2020-01-16 05:11 am (UTC)That doesn't make him any more willing to actually look at Dazai, though. And he's not going to give an answer either.]
I'm not going to tell you. You'll find out when you live it for yourself.
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Date: 2020-01-16 05:17 am (UTC)You mean, if I live it for myself.
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Date: 2020-01-16 05:22 am (UTC)[His words are pretty firm there. He intends on making sure Dazai survives this.]
...but we are on bad terms in the future, yes. If you wish to stop talking with me here, I will understand.
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Date: 2020-01-16 05:59 am (UTC)But it would also be even more lonely without him. ]
It's useful having someone who will have my back here.
[ What is sharing actual thoughts and feelings ]
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Date: 2020-01-17 12:46 am (UTC)[It's what he has lived for these last four years: whatever Dazai needs, Ango helps him with.]
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Date: 2020-01-17 01:24 am (UTC)Don't wander far.
[ His voice is without any emotion. ]
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Date: 2020-01-17 02:16 am (UTC)[He's just going to change his clothes and wash his arms and face in the sink, though. No shower for him right now.
And he doesn't go looking for scars either.]